My last birthday laughed at me
I said "You're such a kidder"
Does this mean the me I've always been
Is going to the lowest bidder?
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Because I'm now a number
Do I just give up being me?
Put all my joys and toys away
Assume serenit.e.e.e.e.e?
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No more dancing to my favorite beat?
Or singing when I please?
How about the silly stuff straining to be free?
Giggling so much, it brings me to my knees?
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No, this year I'll not be older.
I'm going backward, not ahead.
So the older I become
The younger I'll be dead!